Saturday 14 November 2015

Day 31- Hanging in, just

Hi,

I haven't drunk.
Saturday night and I really want to escape, I feel really irritated and desperately wanted a drink tonight.  It's 10pm now I am tucked up in bed, and if I close my eyes I can feel anxiety washing all over my body, as well as lodged in the pit of my stomach.  I am going to keep it short, as I am going to go back to reading, it is currently my savour.....

Hopefully tomorrow, I will feel better.  I am going to promise myself to write a long post tomorrow.  I know need to record the process, in order progress (not sure why, just my gut feeling)

Good night, back tomorrow


Miss meg

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